7 - CRAVING COLD UNEATABLE PEPPERONI PIZZA

In the last month my weight has been somewhere between 58/59, usually right in the middle but since I have a Winnie the Pooh scale that only mark KGs, I can't really be precise and considering how neurotic I am that's a good thing!
So, yesterday I was 59 and I had all those creepy issues but life went on anyways so this morning I breathed in and eventually stepped on the scale.
58.
Ok, no fennel infusion today. 

Breakfast time should be a piece of cake (no pun intended, really). It could be if food wasn’t  your actual obsession and - in your way to the coffee machine - you didn’t risk finding a slice of pepperoni pizza in your kitchen. 

Yesterday I cooked stuffed zucchini for dinner but P. come home with pizza. It smelled so good but I resisted it and drank the last of my fennel infusion while watching Arrow. 

Atta girl.

This morning, I entered the kitchen and I found the last slice of pizza, I simply craved it. It was cold and the cheese seemed past the eatable point but I’d eat it anyway. 

I may have stared at it for a few minutes but eventually I made up my mind and I put it into the fridge and took the soy milk bottle instead.

Keep in check your eating disorder is hard when you don’t live alone.

I should have put it in the garbage, I won’t think of anything else when I’ll be back home.

Still, was barely 6 in the morning, I had to go to work thus I had to dress (the morning moment I dread the most).

Remember my Terranova size M jeans? Well I tried them on. Of course they fitted but I didn't like what the mirror showed me. 

Nevertheless, since Winnie the Pooh told me otherwise, I tried a few other pair of trousers.
Now, let me tell you that people should decide how many cm a size is supposed to be once and for all because there is no chance I tried on 4 pair of trousers, from 4 different brands, in 4 different sizes, and they didn't fit accordingly to the tag.
Here we go:
Terranova blue jeans size M, they fit perfectly. I still don't know if they’re a 28 or a 30 but they are comfortable enough.
Pinko washed blu jeans size 28, a bit loose on the waist but the right size for my tight.
Killah black jeans size 29, I zipped them but it seems I need to seat or simply move so I think I'll wait for the balance to tell me I'm 56/57 before I'll try them again. Really, who styled them?
But the best is yet to come.
I still feel a bit swelled up so I thought I’d better wear a pair of comfortable but not too loose jeans.  I grabbed my dark wash miss sixty jeggins.
They are comfortable indeed and fit just like the pinko's but they are size 32.
You do the math, I'm done for this morning! 

Once I choose the jeans I still had to pick a shirt. I changed a few times and then I opted for an olive green basic shirt I love so much and always makes me feel ok. Some clothing are just like comfort food to me. 

It was 7am, my day had a really bad start.