I’m lacking
words. If I was upset just two days (was it yesterday?) ago, how should I feel/be today. The kg won’t go
down. Today I brought my smoothie and I have one at home for dinner. I also
bought a grapefruit for later. I know I shouldn’t cut carbs down while I’m
joining the gym 5/7 and I have to take care of my nieces and the little one always
asks me to pick her up (and I do pick her up) that’s 18 kg – give or take – and
it is enough exercise after an hour in the swimming pool, still…..
I cannot
see the reason I’m not losing that bastard kg. I really cannot increase the
exercise, not all of a sudden (and with all the thing I have to do) so I shall
reduce the amount of food. I see no other solution. I sincerely don’t think I
gained muscle in less than two weeks. There is still a lot of fat on my tights
and I cannot rely on my mirror, nor I can rely on my trousers, they all seem
the same to me (and they are far from being baggy).
Desperation
is growing. Thankfully, the bone of my hips are still visible but I’m starting
to check my belly every morning in searching of the fat…..it must be on the
hips though. I hate the food, some days more than others.
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